Why? Why do you hate anyone but especially Trump? Pardon my being alive but I have been through a total, thus far, of fifteen presidents. I do not judge anyone by what others say about them. I watch and reserve judgement as I was taught to do by my parents. A louse will bite and so it goes with lousy people. Biden comes to mind. Obama comes to mind. Lyndon Baines Johnson comes to mind as it was he who jacked up the Vietnam war to which I was sent.

I have seen and felt an awful lot in my life and that includes the “legal” killing of my fellow man. Nothing does more harm, except a rifle, than knowing you participated in killing another human being. For many of us, we took our own lives later on after coming home. Hence, Thud. The net part is just to fill out the name.

For a departure form the above, were I not self-taught to work with servers I don’t know where I would be now. Writing is a release that many do not have so I write I am not shy or retiring about that which I put in print. Why would I be? What I have done wrong I did under the auspices of legality but not morality. My moral stature has come into question many times in my life but none so much as killing.

I did, in fact, drown my depression for a couple of decades and became no use to anyone who knew me. I also stopped doing so on my own recognizance. No meetings. No psychiatrists. Just me and a stiff spine allowing self-discipline. I quit decades ago and will never again allow any substance to rule over my brain. This includes others negativity and TV’s negativity. If I have one thing going for me it is the ability to learn from my mistakes. I recommend those who stupidly protest legal government tactics to do the same. Those who serve need no blame from you or I. Instead, they will eventually understand as I now understand that the taking of lives is not an instantaneous rebuke of one person. It is an eternal rebuke of oneself. They who put themselves in that situation through stupid actions get what they deserve. Were they not being stupid they wouldn’t be there in the first pace and would still be vital and alive.

Lessons can be learned just by watching others screw up. Don’t do what they do is that lesson, and it is so easy as to seem complex. Life is both cheap yet precious folks. Don’t waste yours.

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